Shmuley Boteach: Did you know that that was part of being corrupted as a child when you start feeling that way—hatred? Did you know, “I gotta get rid of this somehow. I gotta do something about this”?
Michael Jackson: Yeah, I wanted to become such a wonderful performer that I would get love back.
SB: So you could change him, you thought. If you . . . so you thought that if you became a great star, very successful, and were loved by the world, your father would love you too.
MJ: Aha.
SB: So you could change him that way.
MJ: Aha. I was hoping I could . . . I was hoping I could get love from other people, ’cause I needed it real bad, you know? You need . . . you need love. You need love . . . that’s the most important thing.